ONE DAY BEFORE 31 OCTOBER

1 houR 30 minutes before 31^st OctobeR 2009.

Flashback to 13^rd years a go.

On Wednesday, I still could see his laugh. I still could heaR his voice befoRe I slept. I still felt his aRm, his thRob of the heaRt, his hand hold on my hand and the otheR caress my haiR.

Itu adalah bebeRapa hal yang masih teRingat sampai saat ini. Begitu sempuRnanya dia memeRankan peRan sebagai seoRang ayah. He is my fighting spiRit. Ketulusan dan kesabaRannya dalam meRangkai pRogRam di otakku. Kegigihannya dalam membukakan jalan untukku. Kebijaksanaannya ketika haRus beRkata :"It;s not tRue, my deaR....You can take this way. It's betteR foR you. TRust me, you can do it." Keteguhan imannya teRasa ketika membisikkan doa - doa saat aq sakit. Entah sudah beRapa panjang doa yang teRlantun. Kepiawaiannya dalam mendongeng dan semua itu masih teRekam dalam memoRy otak sampai saat ini.

1 houR befoRe 31^st OctobeR 2009.

I'm veRy sleepY, so tiRed but I don't want to sleep Right now.

Aku tidak ingin 30 OctobeR beRganti menjadi 31^st OctobeR.

10 minutes befoRe 31^st OctobeR 2009.

My pillow put me to sleep. I don't want it. Dad.....!!!!

~`aR~